in the gray

it's only here i am myself

not afraid to forgo the boundaries real life often sets

it's only here i am not afraid to show my true love for you

no worries about what those who know me may think

i often think about you

its only here I allow it to come true

its here I see myself in you

Days

I sometimes miss the reflection

the one I once knew so well

seems she betrayed me

now whats left is just a carbon copy

of what it was I used to be

Old habits die hard

my love has remained

not always shown

just tucked away

for only one

Breathe

It's a game so old

time for something new

I've grown bored of the game

me and you

You

i love you

very simply

very truly

Saturday night confessions

i like to eat cereal straight from the box

dry

by the fistful

always have

probably always will

enamoured

these words

they are my diary

a sacred place in my head

you give me the thoughts of desire that sweep through my bed

or it has nothing to do with you

and everything to do with this me

in love with fascinating you

i am invincible

what part of me

has forgotten

i am maria

hear me roar

thoughts, thinking, draining me

have i found you

have you found me

are you too good to be true

you musn't be

I am lost without your heart

your hands inside my own

to guide me

through this life

L.I.F.E.

"Manners are charming, who I am fooling I am still nobodys bride" -Jewel