dear future husband

please buy me sharpies. In every color imaginable.

to be continued...

M

Jealousy

He's just a fantasy

a part of my history

you are my future

less of a mystery

in the gray

it's only here i am myself

not afraid to forgo the boundaries real life often sets

it's only here i am not afraid to show my true love for you

no worries about what those who know me may think

i often think about you

its only here I allow it to come true

its here I see myself in you

Days

I sometimes miss the reflection

the one I once knew so well

seems she betrayed me

now whats left is just a carbon copy

of what it was I used to be

Old habits die hard

my love has remained

not always shown

just tucked away

for only one

Breathe

It's a game so old

time for something new

I've grown bored of the game

me and you

You

i love you

very simply

very truly

Saturday night confessions

i like to eat cereal straight from the box

dry

by the fistful

always have

probably always will

enamoured

these words

they are my diary

a sacred place in my head

you give me the thoughts of desire that sweep through my bed

or it has nothing to do with you

and everything to do with this me

in love with fascinating you

i am invincible

what part of me

has forgotten

i am maria

hear me roar

thoughts, thinking, draining me

have i found you

have you found me

are you too good to be true

you musn't be

I am lost without your heart

your hands inside my own

to guide me

through this life

L.I.F.E.

"Manners are charming, who I am fooling I am still nobodys bride" -Jewel

bare

its here you see me

its here i can be

the mess of a girl I have turned out to be

no rules no makeup

just my words my dreams

my thoughts

their free

you don't say

when the inspiration strikes

I must stay up all night

its then I revel in my dreams

of what might be

its then i live freely

out of my mind and

the chains that be

10x2

Here it comes the inspiration

I wish I had you by my side

to sing me to sleep each night

I wish I had you next to me

to be my partner for life

run into my heart

run right into my heart

untitled to my heart

I'm an old soul

thats what they tell me

I'm an old soul with a young heart

I'm a thirty year old good woman

just trying to be the best she can be

I don't wanna hurt nobody

I don't want 'em to hurt me too

my heart needs protection

it needs protection from you

I wanna live out of cardboard

if it means a life with you

I wanna sleep under the moonlight

as long as I have you

please give to me your every piece of you

I promise not to run away

please give me your every piece of me

and promise me that you'll stay

homelife

who wants to settle

my mind can find the rationalizations

my heart can't fill out the application

to be your's forever

deep down it knows it needs more

the year was not important

Until it passed me by

it came and went like the blink of the eye

the first time i came across you

I was lost and lonely

when i heard your voice you brought me back to life

when you sang your thoughts i thought you must have heard my own

you swept me off my feet

i couldnt bear to turn you down

or live the day without your melody

you were comfortable

you were my 1983

on an 18 year delay

who am i with right now

sometimes my imagination gets away from me

sometimes my imagination leaves with me with you

we live we love

sometimes my imagination gets away from me

it lets me believe you could be true